This is me and my Grandpa Castor, I must have been about five or six years old. My Grandpa was an amazing man. He started a business and helped so many people, with what he had. I miss him a lot this week. I don't know whats got it on my mind but, I miss him. I went and saw his grave sight today, it's been forever since I have been. It felt good to go, I was having a horrible day and I got there and say down in front of his grave. A wind blew and a calm seamed to come over me and tell me that everything was going to be okay. I regret not telling My Grandpa how much I loved him. I am often upset I never got to say good bye because he suffered a sudden illness.....Death is such a hard topic to discuss and many people probably hate to read about it. I am not trying to stir up feelings of sadness or, pity. I am simply sharing. I was so excited when my cousin found this picture on her computer. I added the words and the heart. I love how we are standing, we look so over whatever it is that is going on. When I look at this picture, I see the old army jeep that took us on so many adventures. My cousins and I would pile in the back and my grandpa would take us mudding in the woods. We all held on and laughed so hard and had a great time. I remember one time when we where done with our adventure all of our faces where covered in mud! It was so awesome! These memories are the ones I hold dear to my heart and make me smile when I think of them. Some days I wish I could just go back, and relive one of those memories and tell him how much fun I had with him.Hopefully he just knew, by the smiles on our faces how much fun it was.

I love you Grandpa <3