one of those days...

Do you ever have those days where you feel like you can't get anything right? You aren't sure you ever will? 
I will be honest..I do  a lot of people judge me from what they know or hear or perceive me to be. They take just what they see or know and judge me on that....they don't take time to get to know the inside of me.... They don't think about why I may act a certain way...or maybe something they say or do hurts me inside....they dont know why...they don't bother to ask.....
 I guess that's life....Some people will never take the time to get to know why you tick or why you act a certain way. It's sad sometimes you care so much about someone and they don't do you the favor of really getting to know you. It makes me loose hope...I have had people I considered my close friends that didn't really know me. I knew they wouldn't understand....I didn't keep them around though. I knew it wasn't worth it. 
it's hard when someone who is close to you has someone they are close to ...that you have no choice but to see the good in them, even when they don't do the same for you...but because of who they are in the relationship they must get respect no matter what....or you would probably be considered rude and unworthy. Why don't these people give that same kind of respect back? I don't really understand that....why is no one there to stick up for me when i would always be there for them.  I am just venting of course ...but you know it's true.....I think no matter who you are in a relationship you deserve respect.....because if not given respect you will be down for more days then you are up.
Hope you enjoyed even though it was a bit down today.
Until later........